[Mind] My sad love story...

看板EngTalk (全英文聊天)作者kidzie427 (康小康)時間17年前 (2009/01/22 23:37)推噓3(3推 0噓 1→)

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He and I, both of us are still not over the one who lives deep down in our hearts. I know my friend is always kind enough to encourage me not to give up. But sometimes i think.......maybe it's time to end it all. No more "endlessly". I've been thinking a lot these days. The more i get to know him, the surer i am that it's not gonna work between us. We're from totally different worlds. He wears tight jeans but I like baggy clothes. He's a rocker but I'm a hip hopper. He's like a wild cat. Every time I take one step closer, he just run away from me. There's part in him I'll never know. The only thing he'll never show. I can't even reach him. He truly is a wild cat, I can tell that he's not ready to be tamed, not ready to be caged like i used to be. Even though I do like him a lot...... but what am I supposed to do? His heart's already occupied by someone else.....someone much better than me. I feel upset......i don't know at all what exactly he wants. And no matter how hard i tried to be pretty, i'm still that ugly duckling. I'll never be good enough for him. He and I, we are like two straight lines. We've alredy crossed once and it's impossible in logic that our paths'll gonna cross again. We would only go seperate ways. I'm always terribly pessimistic. I never believe in luck. That's why i could sense that this is a lost cause. We'll never be together. We aren't even close friends..... In the past, we were not friends; at present, we aren't and in the future, we won't be, either. I've already lost my faith. I don't stand a chance against the girl who lives so long in his heart. I know he don't need me. It'll be so much easier if he just says he hates me or something like "Leave me along, BITCH!! I don't want to have anything to do with you!!" Yeah...that would be way so easy for me to let go if he says he hates me. Maybe it's time to face the reality. No more fairy tales of prince and princess living happily ever after. This is truly the end of the episode. I already know that the end will be like this. It's me who still don't want to let go, still cling on the blurred memories. I already know that we aren't for each other. 'course he deserves better. Silly, huh? Love's blind, we all know that. Time for me to move on. Obviously, he's world never need my presence. It's I who started it all and I should put an end to this. 'Coz it's for the best of him. I can't make him happy, I could only make him feel annoyed. I'm of no use to him. Like i said before, he and I, we're two straight lines. How do two lines cross again if they've already crossed? I have no idea. I'm not a mathematician or a scientist. I'm just a stupid, ordinary girl, having an intense crush on him. ------------------------------------------------------ Why so serious?? I'm just Kidding http://www.wretch.cc/blog/kidding427 -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc) ◆ From: 123.204.159.204