[Talk] Certain Uncertainty II
Thank you, Inferetial, for your offer of help.
Nothing much happened, just that I'm alone again after a few years
of having someone by my side :)
I'm just making use of this board to express myself in English,
and maybe whine a little, since my psychiatrist said
talking things out should help to alleviate the pain a little.
Sometimes it's not about wanting to leave,
or that there isn't any love left in the relationship.
Sometimes I feel like I'm getting in the way of the other person,
because there are hopes and dreams to be fulfilled,
and it isn't enough for me to just want to be the person
who gives her the support and encouragement all the time.
She's just too tired after work to think about me,
and that's a shame, because it never happened to me.
In fact, when I'm tired, I tend to think of her a lot,
because thinking of her gives me the strength to endure and press on.
Alas, the wishful thinking on my part remains that, wishful thinking.
If I say I need her, will it mean I'm just too weak?
If I say I love her, and want her to stay, will I be a hindrance
standing in her way?
She thinks so; after all, she wanted to end it.
And thus, so do I.
So if she's reading this,
I wish you health,
I wish you success,
but most of all,
I wish you love.
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