[Mind] It's about time to go home

看板EngTalk (全英文聊天)作者lyr559 (the one)時間16年前 (2009/06/06 05:02)推噓1(1推 0噓 0→)

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After staying in Phila for 11 months, it's about time to go home. It's just like a dream. I can still recall the mood when I arrived. I was afraid of the presure of studying, tired of life in Taipei, and expecting to be alone for a while. I can remember I was always panic if I had to call those companies and deal with the various problems of my bank account, Internet services, cell phone use, and insurance service. I wan in intense stress every day of the semesters because I couldn't finish my reading, scared to be called on in class, worried to fail my exams. But I got over all of the fears. I graduated smoothly with satis- factory grades. I figured out how to handle the annoying communications of customer services. I can even correct the false charges in grocery, supermarket, or stationery stores by myself. I tried hard to do that with courage, though nervous. It's a good experience to live and study oversea like this. A little lonely but definitely could be self. I finally can breathe and feel free from stress of family and work. I finally had my own time and my own space in inner of mind. Comparing to this, all the fears to live in a foreign country are trifles. I don't have "American dream". I never calculate what benefits this foreign degree can bring in for me. I just want to take a break from my life. I have had taken enough rest. Now it is about time to go home. -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc) ◆ From: 24.0.99.146