Re: [Talk] Self-Understanding
※ 引述《livelifejim (了解你自己很重要)》之銘言：
: Do you know yourself very much?
: I found that not everyone is very clear about what they are doing.
: Confusion occupied their entire youth time.
: I think this kind of person is born to confuse.
: Just like me, I always live with confusion.
: Do you know yourself very well?
: how often do you be confused?
Yes, I am this kind of person.
I was proud before and anything was interesting to me.
Maybe this is because I could get what I want.
But one day my girl friend passed away and I started confusing.
I confuse all I chose before, such as what if I didn't meet the girl before.
What is life? What is the rules of the universe?
Whatever questions people always asking come into my mind.
This is a presage of lack of confidence.
Since I realize how small I am, I choose to believe there's God.
Honestly, I'm still constructing it's right.
The goodness of making a god for me is that, at least, I can make up a good
reason when I feel disappointed.
For example, God has his reason to make it happens though I don't know, and
He always love me.
This makes me think positive and choose to learn the lesson.
However confusion still exists. What can I do? I don't know.
I always complain inside that if Your sayings are right why we still stand
here.
Then an answer comes up, you know, positive thinking.
I don't accept the "positive" answer but I can't retort it.
Therefore, I am experiencing a truth--until we experience we know nothing.
We know everything but knowing is not enough.
We need to experiece it or we do not know it is true.
I read a word that in the end the only thing we do is just discussing with
God.
I am so eager to see that.
I am scientist, a theorist.
When I face a problem, I analize. It's my nature and I can't help it.
Sometimes I hate this part of me. It will stop me trying something.
Recently the movie, Yes man, inspires me.
Life is experiencing.
I think too much. I say too much.
Why don't I save the time of confusion to do something meaningful.
Who wants a cup of coffee with me? Raise your hand.
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